Can I have just a little whine?

Okay, just a tiny, itty, bitty, weensy, itsy, widdle feeling sorry for myself:

I'm stressed out. I'm worried. I had been worry-free, and then the basement floodings (and the suggested $13k bill to fix it properly), the water damage on my ceiling (oh, I didn't tell you we have a roof leak as of last week?), the unseasonably cool temperature (wedding+reception=outside), the present workload at the job (which, really, should be better starting next week - *fingers crossed*) all hit - and I felt a tremor of terror. Because I'm a control-freak perfectionist, as was suggested to me at work last week and echoed by my future husband.

We've been dealing with too many wedding-un-related issues. I'm behind on all my wedding projects. I'm aware it will all be fine, but I'm a tad frustrated. Also, I'm really starting to doubt the wisdom of having a wedding at home without an event coordinator -- last minute jitters, I guess.

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On an up note? My wedding dress is amazing. I had my last fitting on Friday; just the trim remains to be done. You'll get pictures in November, if that kind of thing interests you. ...I showed photos to my parents today and both of them cried. But I guess that's what parents do when their oldest child is about to become happily married. :)